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i know in her heart she doesnt really love me Its like thiking reality isnt better than a dream I have to hurry up and tell her how I feel because I know that in my heart these feelings are real Why is it that all I feel is pain? I wouldnt mind standing outside her window forever in the pouring rain When I found out that she liked someone else It tore me apart Now I dont know where to start I swear to God I will be so true to you If you ever have a problem I will be there to help you through Its like I cant just stop liking her She stold my heart a second too late As much as I try to not feel the things I do What can I say, as far as I'm concerened shes my soulmate She is everything I never knew, I always wanted to have I cant keep going on like this I need to have someone to call my own but I always miss I tried so hard to pass her hints and to get to know her better, but when I found out that she found someone else, I was in total shock. I was too late I always pick the wrong times to ask her out but obviously, I cant keep following that route Shes moved on but how can I tell her to stay? She doesnt even know me personally..only online how do I love her people ask? Well to answer your question, I fell in love with her personality and the fact that she's all that This love I feel is not fake and its not as deep as a lake She could go around the world a million times and I still wouldnt get sick of her All the nights when I am alone are tough But when I am talking to her its never enough I wish things were back to the way they were God, if she only knew how much I really love her
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